Saturday, October 26
hmmx. michelle just gave me an inspiration...
or some idea. to prove my sincerity
since teachers are rumoured to be invading our privacies
i am gonna place my suggestion here.
times of naiveness.... says:
listen to this and tell me if its rude
times of naiveness.... says:
there are presently two drama societies in school. the only difference is the language they use and the opportunities they are given. one is in the preparing of a musical. whereas the other is to be involved in opera.
<<±§{}µ@mI>>watchin tv. says:
u're BLOGGING again.
<<±§{}µ@mI>>watchin tv. says:
wad did u say abt not blogging..
times of naiveness.... says:
i am not bloggin
times of naiveness.... says:
writing in suggestion
<<±§{}µ@mI>>watchin tv. says:
haha.
<<±§{}µ@mI>>watchin tv. says:
i support u buddy.. all the way..
my buddy's so sweet .... hahahahas. thats my dumbass man!
freak. now must go m'sia.. and my mum cun wait for me at all!!!
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Friday, October 25
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my gawd. i happened to read this sec 1 's gal entry... apparently from 'xiao' hope..
and she's making me so so nostalgic. especially the one about st nix.
come to think of it.
i really miss the times we had when we were 'foolish'
when we were young.
how much we anticipates her talks.
her speeches
her bubbly smile, warm hug
my god. just love her man.
her 29 yrs. her dedication
if only my mum had sent to st nicks for primary sch
[that was what she nearly did]
maybe... i would have grown and mature more under her
now this Choo Choo comes over. it wasn't love at first sight
not that kind of love mind u..
as in love=respect that kind?
she cun speak chinese. she was so unhealthyly plump.
she is like so fake. so hypo
she did not change anything for the first 2 years.
smart move. she gained abit of our trust
and now. her 3rd year
she's making tons of changes.
lots.
st nicks is so NOT st nicks now.
no more the place i would call my 2nd home
no more the place i love that i used to when i was in sec 1
the bonds are now so weak.
when was it since we last heard the ai wo ai wo shen ni ge la
the green + blue batch do not know of all these. at all!
i recall the days when we sang "Pass It ON" as a school
as one voice. the teachers, xiao zhang didn't have to force us at all.
not at all
mrs cheong was much nicer
it was truly st nicholas
we were respected.
we were bao beis
but now? all 29 years of xiao zhang's work
seems to be going down the drain.
i wonder if the teachers have noticed
that the more they control us, the more we rebel?
can't they see the drastic difference of the 2 principalship?
*shrugs*
all in all... i would told off that i have no say in all this
but its just me. just me.
trying my bestest to say what i truly feel.
i dun wan to see st nix down the drain.
there jus really isn't any point for major "reputation"-acclaiming things
what EVT teams...what Promenade
yes. the school will be on higher merit. only for paper qualifications.
is THAT that important?
have the school ever wondered how WE feel?
how dismaying it is to not be able to carry out our own, normal performances, activities?
have they?
i know xiao zhang would have
and now...
that darn it Opera thing.
its really getting on my nerves.
i dun mind learning Opera.
though i'd rather not
but what really saddens me is 2 lines of what the CCA tchrs in charge said
girls, all of you must attend the opera training lessons even if u dun go for camp.
and they did it. right in front of us comm members
without telling us they were going to brief this important matter to the people
they didn't even care about us
and this does not only apply to us. many other CCAs too..
didn't care. no they didn't. not our feelings. it was just THEY. THE SCHOOL
where is the 2nd home St Nicholas used to be?
i really miss it....<,/i>
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which song describes you the best?
my 2nd result
which song describes you the best?
my first result
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this modem jus always get the better of me!!!! ...
hahas. ok. swear i am not going to stay for long.
today's day was rather slacky.
had actually agreed to stay back n [hopefully, study] to wait for chew coz she had some cravings?
on some thinkin back...i think i'as mad. hahah
tried to study but cun. not in the lib, nor the canteen.
was at si shang 2 days ago...didn't continue cause of some other stuffs to do..
and today...after that "study"ing session.. i am still at it manx.
gosh. and still feel really guilty.and really scared..
got some booster in morality howevever... and i shall really gonna work hard mans.
***ahhahahs****
really
and this darnit drama fest thing is really damn irritating lorx.
like..they are most likely replacing it over talentime?
i'd rather talentime lorx. this drama fest thing is really a drag.
sec 3s are now muggin for their O levels
and they want us to come up with skits and all??
the class isn't very enthu about this lorx. its sickenin!!!!
really feel like not even caring. but cun. why? coz jus i am a mon? i mean...its more of. only i care. haix. ARRX.
things can't go on like this lorx.
i dunno...this really sucks larx.
HATE THE present school system. really miss mrs hwang!!!
at least she wasn't such a narcissist....tchrs may apparently have access to our blogs but
...please WE ALL JUST CUN STAND THE SCHOOL SYSTEM NOW.
so many freaking darn things happened?
like my dearest CLDDS may turn out to be CLOOS?
[Chinese Literary
??? like i clearly recall i joined a DRAMA society not OPERA?
and the tchrs are now so firm just coz they are backed up?
and for her "antique" interests in stuffs that teenagers [mind you] do NOT enjoy?
yah! u say we'll be able to get CCA points.
Lots. More than qihang no matter how wonderful the performance is..
That we can get to go overseas, join "world-reknown" troops
.... but is that what u really mean?
or is it just that this is all a hoax or empty promises that deemed serve more attraction to the reputation-decrifying school?
changes in the way st nix operates.
but she's rather smart. changing in all 2 yrs after xiao zhang left.
so that only 2 batches have fully experienced a true prinicipalship
and obviously the other half of the cohort knows not of xiao zhang dearest?
. not a single one will rebel or what.
gosh. its really time we tell her to fuck off.
i mean grades are really dropping even though there's more emphasis on studies?
when it was the other way round in the pass?
everyone else were really st nicholas girls'.
really out to be made to be one with her nicolette's attributes
.yah...what a world class school nuturing leaders for tml
so much emphasis its makes my hair stand
haven they heard of empty talk? or zi shang tan bin???
world-class sch... was already world class enough b4 she stepped in lorx.
kaox. hate it hate it hate it.
all the damn probs started because of
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Thursday, October 24
haix...modem confiscated agian?
decided not to come online till Chines Os are over.
Since my chinese is that that bad???!
OKies.. haha. love eu. hahax
ermx.yah. dun miss me bloggie...
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Wednesday, October 23
my gAwd!!!
was toking to my exclassmate and..haha look at this man..
-?KõkÖb|ßÐ=? nO onE cAres hOw muCh u noE..unt|L tHey nOe hOw mUch u cAre.. says:
yoZ
b.u.r.n.t. says:
elox...
b.u.r.n.t. says:
=)
b.u.r.n.t. says:
u noe somethin..
-?KõkÖb|ßÐ=? nO onE cAres hOw muCh u noE..unt|L tHey nOe hOw mUch u cAre.. says:
yAhz?
b.u.r.n.t. says:
i tihnk i 've fallen in love
b.u.r.n.t. says:
with DILEMMA
!!!
b.u.r.n.t. says:
hahas.
-?KõkÖb|ßÐ=? nO onE cAres hOw muCh u noE..unt|L tHey nOe hOw mUch u cAre.. says:
wAhahaz
-?KõkÖb|ßÐ=? nO onE cAres hOw muCh u noE..unt|L tHey nOe hOw mUch u cAre.. says:
cHey...i tOt wAd..
-?KõkÖb|ßÐ=? nO onE cAres hOw muCh u noE..unt|L tHey nOe hOw mUch u cAre.. says:
hAhaz
i love dilemma...
not that i am in love in Nelly or what..
but find it really sweet.
the song is nice..
the lyrics quite bland..haha
but i love the tune + the backgrd music...
=) *grins..*
so so in love... with "dilemma"
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Nelly, I love you, I do
Need you
No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I¡¯m with my Boo
Boy, you know I¡¯m crazy over you
No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I¡¯m with my Boo
You know I¡¯m crazy over you
Uh-uh-uh-uh
I met this chick and she just moved right up the block from me
And she got the hots for me, the finest thing I need to see
But oh, no, no, she got a man and a son, oh-oh, but that¡¯s okay
¡®Cause I wait for my cue and just listen, play my position
Like a shortstop, pick up e¡¯rything mami hittin¡¯
And in no time I better make this friend mine and that¡¯s for sure
¡®Cause I-I never been the type to break up a happy home
But there¡¯s something ¡®bout baby girl, I just can¡¯t leave her ¡®lone
So tell me, ma, what¡¯s it gonna be
She said, ¡°You don¡¯t know what you mean to me,¡± come on
No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I¡¯m with my Boo
Boy, you know I¡¯m crazy over you
No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I¡¯m with my Boo
You know I¡¯m crazy over you
Uh-uh-uh-uh
I see a lot in your look and I never say a word
I know how n****s start actin¡¯ trippin¡¯ , and hate up all the girls
And there¡¯s no way Nelly go for it
Ain¡¯t f***in¡¯ with no dame, as you could see
But I-I like your steeze, your style, your whole demeanor
The way you come through and holler, and swoop me in his two-seater
Now that¡¯s gangsta and I got special ways to thank ya, don¡¯t you forget it
But it ain¡¯t that easy for you to back up and leave him
But you and me we got ties for different reasons
I respect that and right before I turned to leave
She said, ¡°You don¡¯t know what you mean to me,¡± come on
No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I¡¯m with my Boo
Boy, you know I¡¯m crazy over you
No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I¡¯m with my Boo
You know I¡¯m crazy over you
Sing it for me, K
I love and I need you
Nelly, I love you, I do
And it¡¯s more than you¡¯ll ever know
Boy, it¡¯s for sure
You can always count on my love
Forever more, yeah, yeah
East coast, I know you¡¯re shakin¡¯ right
Down south, I know you¡¯re bouncin¡¯ right
West coast, I know you¡¯re walkin¡¯ right
(¡®Cause you don¡¯t know what you mean to me)
Midwest, I see you swingin¡¯ right
No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I¡¯m with my Boo
Boy, you know I¡¯m crazy over you
No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I¡¯m with my Boo
You know I¡¯m crazy over you
East coast, I know you¡¯re shakin¡¯ right
Down south, I know you¡¯re bouncin¡¯ right
West coast, I know you¡¯re walkin¡¯ right
(You don¡¯t know what you mean to me)
Midwest, I see you swingin¡¯ right
East coast, you¡¯re still shakin¡¯ right
Down south, I know you¡¯re bouncin¡¯ right
West coast, I know you¡¯re walkin¡¯ right
(You don¡¯t know what you mean to me)
Midwest, you¡¯re still swingin¡¯ right
No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I¡¯m with my Boo
Boy, you know I¡¯m crazy over you
No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I¡¯m with my Boo
You know I¡¯m crazy over you
Yeah, yeah
East coast, I know you¡¯re shakin¡¯ right
Down south, I know you¡¯re bouncin¡¯ right
West coast, I know you¡¯re walkin¡¯ right
(You don¡¯t know what you mean to me)
Midwest, I see you swingin¡¯ right
East coast, you¡¯re still shakin¡¯ right
Down south, I know you¡¯re bouncin¡¯ right
West coast, I know you¡¯re walkin¡¯ right
(You don¡¯t know what you mean to me)
Midwest, you¡¯re still swingin¡¯ right
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hahaha... in love with these creatures!!!
i'm a lipstick. what type of make up are you?
quiz made by muna.
see! it loves me back!!
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got back ALL the exam scripts today. now i know my freaking overall score.
my exams were expectedly better than my CA ... cause i really haven't been studying
for the common tests and all besides the first few ones
... did quite well for physics, but was
way below expectation.. i had initially thought of getting some A1... but it was an A2 larx... quite ok liaox.
den combined humanes was bad. not up to my expectations.
i mean...its decontextualized and all i got
was a B4.. but yah.and hahas... my elective history is of the same level as social study...
geog was surprising.
i actually surprisingly passed. got a C5 ...
not exactly good but i was determined and submitted
to the fact that i would fail geog.
and know what? i got this 7m section of this question that i totally didn't study at all for a full 7 marks...!!! *grins*.
combining all the marks together with CA except the higher chinese's my L1R5 was definitely better than my last terms' *grins* but it hit a freaking above 20 point can?
SA's L1R5 was definitely better... yikes. must really try to work hard. oopx. sounding so nerdy. but haix... dunno... dun want to end up regretting............
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ME? innocent? hees... and i ain't dumb... *sniffs*
blue eyes? all bluees ain't dummin whats....
realised got so so many quizzes online. feel like just doin and doing lotsa them and post in here...hees
hmmx asked some tchrs how to improve today...
and their answers damn corn. or rather i thought so.
for english its just read
den geog was sorta vague vague "will eventually catch up but cun be at this pace" yah. rather HUHish? but thats what ms tan said...
oopx. asked only 2 teachers...and my holidays are gone!!!!
gonna be like coming back to school everyday on the week after Os for chem lessons....
hees.. and mrs hoo said she wants it then because she's worried she will go into labour if we have make-up lesssons later...
awwee...cun wait to see her and her baby dylan isit? in the ward!!!! hees..haha. think we'll just a hell lot of noise then....
hehs???!!! weird answer man... hahas. did i mention i was terribly late for school today?
like my sis suddenly recalled she left her tee-shirt at home when we were reaching ang mo kio???
was freaking mad then lorx...reached school ard 7.30... got caught but didn't report to hockey pitch.
i meant when i could..they already finished singing their songs and pledges liaox
mrs cheong kinda made sense today.
both during assembly and when she came into drama stdio.
her voice did sound like some lullaby though...nearly made me fall asleep....
she kinda brought back... [of what me + chew] felt ...the sorta SN spirit...as in the way teachers + the viceprincipal actually cared for us heck about that
and really mean CARE. not just about reputation or ratings or what. but just as caring for us. the st nicholas girls.....
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Tuesday, October 22
HUH???!
really?
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oh yah. there's gonna be this drama-fest thing next week and its some sort of competition.
all in all its a rather fun thing.
but after today's discussion, maybe it isn't so.
as in within the script commitee itself
[[which consists of me, chew yan + dawn??]] it was really fun. ideas cracking and all..?
[who really sat down and wrote]]]
the other ppl actually didn't bother about it
or were strongly opposed. dun get it lorx.
its good to be thoughtful on saving money,
saving the time of props-making, saving the humiliation to befall. but wah laux. can they
just wait for our product to relish?
like if they are that unhappy and feel that
the choice we made... [[[[which happens to be the vote the majority of the class made 9::29]]]
is really bad...den come up with a better idea to impress the class!!?
really can't stand it lorx.
attidude damnit sucks
like if you dun agree then come up with a better idea.
its good to be thinking of the cons. but everything.
every single thing has its pros + cons.
with that kind of attitude..things will never be done.
and so i somehow deduced that thAt volunteering was just something out of ÎÞÄÎ? wasn't even sincere.
whatever lorx. and some other monitors really like heck lorx. i mean yah its not exactly the best stuff to do. but at least step out and help? afterall we all are monitors and supposed to bring up the class???
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Smiling is infectious,
You catch it like the flu.
When someone smiled at me today,
I started smiling too.
I passed around the corner,
and someone saw my grin.
When he smiled I realized,
I'd passed it to him.
I thought about that smile,
then I realized its worth.
A single smile just like mine,
could travel the earth.
So, if you feel a smile begin,
don't leave it undetected.
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took back most of the exam scripts today. didn't do well.
like...i flunk chinese SA? can somehow scrape to a pass.
but like 49.75 is afterall a failing mark.
its really quite terrible. like NEVER in my life have i failed any exam.
NEVER. and not even till so low lorx. like the lowest was about 59
or so? flunk the essay.JUST passed Ó¦ÓÃÎÄ and qt bad for paper 2.
really wonder how chinese Os will be lorx. zhanglaoshi said i listed
alot of good points for my essay but didn't make it clear and therefore failed.
arrx. freaking XXXX! managed to scrape a B3 for amaths, B4 for english though.
my amaths paper was terrible...alot of
careless mistakes? if not i would have gotten my A1 lorx. *sighs* if only
i knew how to manage my time during the exams ?? english was so *bahs*
my waitin obviously did not fare well and
sushi gave me rather low for the letter i tot i was gonna score. flunk my compre...
have got no idea why though. but got 17 for summary *smiles*. got A1 for
chemistry *hees. so happy. but was kinda on the dot thing. a couple of
carelessness in the MCQ and all.... bahs. but just hope it wun be the only A1 i get.
somehow pinning my hopes on S.S? *doubts*
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I mean it. Hahas. I feel rather weird now blogging in ms words¡but its just sort of inevitable. Hopefully, my mum would be lenient enough to allow me to go online?
st nicks had their annual games carnival on this very day. It didn¡¯t start off with a good tone though, all the Sunday prayer and preaching made it so un-carnival. Moreover, the poor class that strived to be unique with its class shorts got a really bad scolding. And with that, it pulled down the whole carnival¡¯s happiness mood.
oh. And we were all 5 minutes behind actual time. This year there was the elimination of the netball game and the introduction of softball {!!!} and basketball. The old favorites; soccer, carom, table tennis were played.
There was a couple of uncaring, un-alert empires¡calculation mistakes¡but as the saying goes¡. All¡¯s fair in a game¡or so.
My class did unexpectedly well. but it was rather depressing that we didn¡¯t clinch any overalls. We got 2nd for soccer, 3rd for both softball + basketball. Was in softball and somehow, even as a ¡°reserve¡± I got to play like all the 5 games? At the semi-finals, we kinda made the grave mistake of fielding first. We were really good at fielding but kinda forgot that fielding has simply no points¡ There weren¡¯t enough time for batting though¡and we managed only 1/2 homerun. As usual, the games always end after I bat *hMmPhX*
The whole event eventually brought classes together and sparked off class spirits. Class support saw its effect. Our semifinals at softball was quite saddening¡mainly because we got the wrong start and that there were only 3 ppl cheering out there. Unity had their whole class there and our class was dispersed cause 3 out of the 5 gaming teams was in the semi-finals¡oh yah. And there were a couple of really nice peeps who went around supplying us water. To rid us of dehydration. Gosh. So sweet right? I meant today saw the really nice side of the class *hees* ¡and the ¡®console¡¯ dawn they all gave us when we were in despair on hearing that we didn¡¯t get into the semi-finals for softball initially¡ *wide smile*
hmmx. I guess my attempt to blogging in perfect English sort of failed. Seemed so so unnatural¡. Got a bad sunburn today and still looking red. Sheesh. Been having that headache since the anticipation of the teachers announcing the results. Darn. Hope everyone else is somehow devoid of it liao. Figured out today there¡¯s just something wrong with my expressions. Perharps its the un-familiarity of the ¡°working¡± environment? Or maybe its just the jitters of the days to come. Really wonder how I would do for the exams mans¡.
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Sunday, October 20
gosh gosh gosh. so freaking cked up... bahs. cun use comp in a few freaking secs.
thought today's outing wld be great...
realised my mum's a great shopper. i mean it.
i tot it would be fun shopping with my mum know...
in the end, my cous came too....not that she's bad...
but heys. ended up. they shop..we follow.
and became so baggy watches???
okok...freak have to switch off. okies. byes all.
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